I don't think there are many people in the world who like moving. When I say moving, I mean moving house. It is a lot of work, often frustrating, overwhelming, and rarely enjoyable.
I didn't move when I was growing up. We moved into my family home when I was 2 weeks old. My mom sat in her favorite rocking chair and held me while the movers put things where she indicated.
The first time I moved was 3000+ miles from home as an adventurous 18 year old does.
Since then I have moved a lot. And I don't like it.
Many people think that I would. They seem to have this perception of me which is incorrect...
While I do travel a lot, I do find it hard. It isn't a walk in the park being homeless. But it is also a gift. As I sit in my newest space, one which is slowly becoming my own, I realize that the truth is I hate moving.
Yet somehow there is a truth beyond that truth, a bit like the layers of an onion. It doesn't matter that I don't like moving. And this is the gift, the fact that it doesn't matter how I feel. We, in the west, have a complex about having to "like" things. On every level it actually doesn't matter that I don't like the process of packing and unpacking everything I own.
The Israelites wandered in the desert for 40 years before the entered the promised land. The wandered; to wander is to be aimless, lost. But they weren't lost... their guide was a pillar of cloud or of fire. They had to follow, for it knew where it was leading them.
I am wandering. But let me wander, following the pillar of cloud and fire. Let me follow the Spirit of God wherever He may go.
And yes, it probably will mean packing a lot more in my life.
If moving is what draws me and others closer the Christ... bring on the boxes.
The key to the issue of packing is simplicity.
Saturday, August 29, 2009
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